Monday, May 2, 2011
Tonight I am feeling lonely. I feel set apart from the World. I feel heart ache. I feel wounds. New and open. I feel healing. I feel conflicts. Have you ever lost a friend? Gone separate ways? This is a first for me and it cuts like a knife. I have so many friends it seems that losing one would not be a huge loss, but for me, a part of me feels like it is missing. I think we all have times in our lives that we think we are doing the right thing but the right thing backfires on us. My life is filled with good intentions. I never mean to offend or hurt or push anyone aside. I have anxieties about not making everyone feel apart of the group. My friends are family. Tonight I feel lonely. Sad. Part of me missing. I love you friend. I miss you. I wish you understood that. I wish there was something I could do. I wish I could take away all your pain, your heart ache, your medical bills. I wish I could shake you and tell you that I love you. I wish you knew you are first front in my mind and my heart and that I read your blog and your Facebook and that you know I know how you are doing. Life can be sad. Tonight I am sad.
Posted by Gooches at 7:17 PM